..Somewhere Inbetween..

SOMEWHERE IN BETWEEN

I can't be losing sleep
over this, no I can't
and now I cannot stop pacing
give me a few hours
I'll have this all sorted out
if my mind would just stop racing

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening

this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning
I'll have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
I wish that it was just that easy

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

would you catch me if I fall out of what I fell in
don't be surprised if I collapse
down at your feet again
I don't want to run away from this
I know that I just don't need this

cause I cannot stand still
I can't be this unsturdy
this cannot be happening, yeah

cause I'm waiting for tonight
and then waiting for tomorrow
and I'm somewhere in between
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream
what is real and just a dream

~lifehouse

(Feeling quite out of sorts lately... basically feel like I'm gunna pass out every second of my life!
Not sure if it's me getting run down, the exhaustion, the questions, the confusions, the doubts, or all of this plus more balled up into one massive....well.... um..... "ajsadlk-jiuwefnakasdfvm" (?!?)... not even sure!)

Well, guess I'll just keep going... keep living... keep taking one day at a time... keep pushing.... like I always do...

Lord help me... focus on you... focus on what really matters! Focus on what you've called me to! Change the way I think and blind my eyes from the things of this world that take my sigts off of you....

(P.S- 3 months + 3 weeks... i'll be in that picture!!!!)